Spider Spider
Spider spider in the web
How I wish that I were dead......
Spinning spinning all around
I am totally lost and cannot be found.
I have crawled my way both in and out
I have called for help and now I must shout.
Does anyone see ME, does anyone care
Can I trust Anyone can I even dare?
You came to me so beautiful and sweet
I was taken off guard and swept off my feet.
I Wanted to trust I Wanted to care
I Wanted you to always be there
You left me once you left me twice
This time I should have taken my own advice.
I knew this would happen and it cannot be
For I love you much more then you love me.
I sit and I wonder I sit and I cry
The voices in my head keep asking me why.
Why can't He love you why can't He care
Is his love so precious, too precious to share?
With me he had commitment honesty and truth
A love that was forever I have shown him proof
He was just a widow spider, a black hearted soul
Spinning his web and taking its toll.
Caught in his net of heartache and pain
I am a broken lover with nothing to gain.
Spider spider in the web
How I wish that I were dead.......
New Life
You thought you could
Hurt me you though I would Cry
You though I would just lay down and die.
My life would be over with the sadness and the pain
No more to live for no more to gain.
I had given you my heart, my soul and my life
Bared to you all my passions even became your wife.
Loved you without conditions without if's and's or but's
Gave to you completely with a kiss and a touch.
Now You think my life is over and I will sit here and cry
Lay down my life and want to just die
Yes this part of my life is OVER and I did sit and I cried
I even buried that part of my life that has gone and died.
But I will get over this sadness and over this pain
For I have Much to live for and so much to gain.
I will step off that mountain and and take to the sky
Spread out my wings and learn how to fly
I will become ME first and foremost
I will get rid of my burdens and cast out my ghosts
I will live each new day as if tomorrow was nil
I Now have a New life....Oh what a thrill!!!!!!!!!
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